Two statements stood out to me within the beginning of this section:
The first being, "It no longer seemed important to prove anything. I had found something outside myself that gave meaning to my life." (263). Although Moody worked hard (with pressure stemming from her mother) in school, and made all A's, once in college, she immersed herself within something that wasn't going to be beneficial for just her. In fact, joining her local NAACP while at Natchez benefitted anyone but her-- it put her and her family in danger. It was as if she knew that her grades would only get her so far with scholarships, and education like that wouldn't continue her entire life. She knew she needed to joins something that she had been curious about since childhood.
After Moody's first sit in, she stated, "…how sick those Mississippi whites were. They believed so much in the Southern segregated way of life, they would kill to preserve it." (267) In relation to another class I am taking, I'm building a thesis about the Southern and Republican way of life during this time, and exactly how groups like the KKK were so involved in keeping it alive. Moody's comment expresses this frustration that it seemed that anyone-- white or black-- involved in gaining rights for blacks whether by voting or by sit ins were considered threats, and had to be taken down.
I was stricken by the second quote that you used in your post as well. I remember it clearly because it represents a marked transition in Moody's attitude towards whites. Before this moment, her hate for whites knew no bounds. But here, we see her transition from hate to pity. She began to see that Mississippi's whites suffered from a generational sickness. A sickness of the mind that led them to believe that if African-Americans acquired the rights they deserved as human beings, then the livelihood of white Americans would be detrimentally affected. In this moment, she realizes that the their violent actions were motivated by a genuine, although warped, belief that their lives and livelihoods depended on segregation. This belief allowed them to justify their violence towards blacks without any qualms. I believe this notion is profound because it shows just how influential and convincing our beliefs are, that they would drive people to commit such inhuman acts of violence.
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